Friday, January 28, 2011

Christopher's 6 month check-up

Christopher's weight gain has tapered off a bit but he's still in the 75th percentile at 18 pounds and 5 ounces. He continues to be long at 27.5 inches and in the 90th percentile. He got 3 shots this time including the flu shot. He needs another flu shot in a month but we'll see if there's any left. Next appointment in April at 9 months!

Sunday, January 23, 2011

My New Year's Revolution

I posted on Facebook on New Year's Day that I am not doing a resolution this year. I have been thinking about this for awhile now and I have decided to change a few things in my life. Mostly my attitude in how I look at the various aspects of my life. But there is way more to this than an attitude. I know this is completely personal but I decided to publish it in order to keep me accountable. I know that others read this, it's a blog of course! So knowing that others are reading it will help me keep on track. And I have no shame in sharing my life. I'm not saying I won't slip up, fail, retry, fail again, revamp. I'm human, a woman with a family and a full time job. But I'm not going to let those things be my only excuse. I am not a writer, so apologize ahead of time if my thoughts are not precise or exactly clear. I'll do my best to convey what I am feeling. But here is my outline to what I hope will lead to a life-changing revolution...

I am 36 years old. I just had a birthday and birthdays are often a time of reflection for me. I'm not exactly sure why this new year and this recent birthday caused to me want to change. I'm sure it was a combination of things. I have so much more life to look forward to, God willing. I am choosing to be happy. Everyone, get on board! I am choosing to love myself. This is the best way to for me to be a better wife, a better mom, a better friend. Part of keeping me in my happy place, is taking time for myself. I am going to start taking time once a month to recharge my batteries and do whatever I please. I am hoping to keep up with friendships but I might just use the time to sleep. Who knows. But I will leave the house and I am choosing to take this time GUILT FREE. My husband and kids will be fine if I am gone for an evening or a morning. This time will help me be the better wife and mother I want to be.

I want to be a better prayer. When I do pray, I almost always apologize for not being a better prayer. It shouldn't be an excuse but my chaotic work schedule makes it hard for me to have a routine for anything. I know a lot of people pray first thing in the morning. Well, sometimes I'm at work in the morning and sometimes I've been up all night with a baby and sometimes I just forget. But I WILL be a better prayer. I want a closer relationship with God. And praying will help get me there. I also want to read my bible. I don't want to say that I will read it daily. But that is my ultimate goal. I always learn something when I study the bible so I don't know why I don't do it more often. Praying and reading will lead to overall happiness.

I will get back to learning my guitar. I want to be able to play comfortably in church in the next year. I hope to one day write a song. I want to experience worship in a deeper and more meaningful way. And learning and using a new instrument seems to be where God is leading me. This too will make me happy.

I WILL get my finances is order. I am not sure what the plan is, but there will be one soon. It might be Dave Ramsey or another financial advisor, but IT WILL GET DONE. I will no longer have angst and therefore happiness will once again reign in the money arena. I'm not sure what the exact scripture is but I will be happy with any situation, rich or poor or in between.

I will not let sleep deprivation rule me. It will get me from time to time. I have to be realistic, I have two small children and work nights. But it will get better and I know that.

I am ready for a wild ride. A journey to who knows where. Who's with me?

My Heart's Joy

I mean, really, who can resist this?
Drool and all!

Have I mentioned that I totally love my new camera!
I tried to put Christopher in a stock pot for what would have been a super cute pic (I did the same thing to Audrey when she was a baby). However, it appears I waited too long and he's too big and cried when I tried to "fit" him in anyway. So this is why I have naked pics to share!
Look Grandma, I love my toy!

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

New Camera

I am trying out my new camera on my best subjects!
I still have a lot to learn but so far I love it!
I like the "kid" mode that helps with action shots and squirmy kids.
What the?
He's getting so big!

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Winter Wonderland

Audrey's first real snow experience.
She couldn't wait!
Throwing snow balls!
And yes, Steve is wearing shorts. He said it wasn't "that bad" out there at 27 degrees.
Without any prompting from us, Audrey figured out how to make snow angels!
She keeps asking to go out again but with temperatures in the single digits, we've been snowed in the last few days.

Sittin' Pretty

Christopher started sitting up on his own last week.
I'm so cute!
Yes, he's only 5 1/2 months old. (And I think you can see his teeth in this one!)
And yes, he still doesn't roll over very often. So if he falls over, he's like a turtle on it's back, stuck flailing his arms!

Tuesday, January 4, 2011